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THE POSTING'S OUT!!!!!! *weeps* and i didnt get into any of the courses i opted for... what the f*** do i do now? re-apply? go for an interview? right. time to weigh things out.

1) Take O level Art. Get a (let's say, b4/b3.though i hope i do better...) go to: #1Nanayang Academy of Fine Arts; Diploma in Theatre or Performing Arts.#2 Ngee Ann Polytechnic; Diploma in Film Sound and Video. But where does it take me to? would i be able to get a job? doesnt sound easy. *weeps more* is it better to follow your heart or to follow what is easy? to choose between what is easy and what is right. point is: which is easy? which is right?2) Apply for the course i opted for and hope i get in. ok, so im not so very interested in the courses. but if i put my mind to it, i know i'll do it. but here're the problems:

#1 Singapore Polytechnic; Diploma in Interior Design. well, of all courses i could go to, i love this the most. (debbie travis seemed to change my mind) but the thing is that I DONT WANNA GO THERE!!! i dunno why, but i just dont want to .

#2 Sham can go into one of the courses that she opted for, and it's also one of mine. but i didnt get in. ((like DUH!)) but im not very interested in that course. sucks right? but i wouldnt mind applying for the course if she's there.

#3 im in some big need of money right now. i dont wanna be dependant on my parent's money for little things, like transport and grocery expenses. so i need to get a job. for 2 1/2 months, ive been filling out forms, waiting for their calls, and none called!! well, except for one, Yamaha. They were like:" You're waiting for your posting results aren't you? "

"Yes."

" So you're planning to enter..."

"Poly."

"Oh! ok. It's ok then, bye." -beeeeeeep-

i hope you rot in hell for letting that happen girl... i shouldn't've let him hang up!! T-T.... now that the poly entry period is near, no-one's EVER hire me!!WHAT TO DO?!?!

2)or why dont i just forget about even entering into poly, and get a job? but i wont have a Diploma!! What will my relatives think of me?!?!*faints* ow- b-b-b-b-b-ut i will get my income, and not be dependant on my parents money. i need to pay for my handphone billsssss(which i owe, and in the very near future) and buy clothes for the poly year((if i choose this path im not going to go there am i?)) and i'll be in deep shit if dun top up my EZ-link card. or i'll have to walk. T-T!!!

HELP MEEEEEEEE!!!