GOD damn it i say!
do you know where i am right now? in Mcdonald's for crying out loud!
sigh~ i was apparently told that there was a retreat in church, and it started at eight (or it seven?) in the morning. reluctantly i woke up with a splitting headsche, and i made my way to church after i changed. bloody hell..... the place was not even opened!!! >:{ i hate myslef....*weeps* i've got quite alot of intersting things to say, dont you worry.

first, i've got a headache from that insufficient sleep i had last night.(i stayed up the whole night waiting for my godma's reply as to when the retreat starts. STILL no reply.) and i've gotten a tummy ache from the coffee i drank. X.x i dunno which hurts more....i wanna cry, but not here.

second i cleverly( very apparently so) brought amlong my book( that's been WAAAY over due. but i dont give a damn. so that i can finish it in peace while waiting. ( somehow i knew i was early.....but yet-) soon enough, the words statred mushing up together, and there went my beautiful chance of reading. so the other entertainment was the net. i waited for over one and a half hours to get this chance to touch the net[ i cant live without it!!(right......)] . there was this philipino guy who kept coming back to the computer for some apparent "important" thing. know what i saw when i checked? email. who bloody checks his email for over an hour?!?!?! it didnt look important, thank you very much. "What will you do if someone sends you..." in BIG ,BRIGHT letters. sooo important.and there's this other guy beside me who dont seem very right. he keeps P-R-E-S-S-I-N-G the keyboard like it was a typewriter. Jerry, i know i press the keyboard hard, but this guy over here((<<<<)) does it ten times harder than i do..... ((im so mean. bad mouthing something "in front " of them, and they dont even know it. [ here he goes again]. geez, the table would break. third, THIS PLACE STINKS!!! LITERALLY!!! DOESNT ANY ONE CLEAN THIS PLACE?! god knows the amount of germs i've breathed in already. if i die erly... it's their fault... X.X

well, that's apparently it. i'll keep in touch when im done with my retreat. IF it ever starts... [ i know, im an asshole.] oh yeah... dont use the net in GWC'S McDonald's. it's for your own good.

in the mean time... i'll go update my other blog.... go see it!!!