= dunno =

im still very undecided.

i wish i can just disappear into another better world and start all over.

i wish i can just disapperate.

i wish i can just VANISH. you're all too busy to notice anyways. and when you do, i'll be gone.

i wont kill myself la! please.

i, i, i, i, it's all about this very thin and narrow little vowel.

i wish, i wish upon a shooting star, once upon time.

wake up.


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it starts with if-
if only;
if there was a ship i could captain,
i would sail it far away in the high seas.

if it goes as far as my imagination brings me,
take me to that ship.

if i had wings i fly with,
i'd fly so far and wide.

if i had a temper of cotton candy,
i wouldnt be venting.

if had someone to hold my hand,
i wouldn't be floating so very aimlessly.

if i had parents in the prural who cares,
i wouldnt be in this of utter distress and mess.


just if only;
always if only;
ends with If Only