=stained radiance=

and that's the title i came up with, 3mins ago, for my theme's collection. i was supposed to hand in pd tod- um, ytd, but something happened. i dunno why it happened, but i fucking hell did ok.

i was doing me technical flats digitally (because its neater, DUH). it was my most difficult outfit and most tedious cause i had inner, outer, and bottom. that was DANDY with me. it was only 11am and work is due at 5pm. so i had alot of time. 2.5hours later, just as i was about to draw the very last stitch line, IT FUCKING HUNG ON ME. *&^%$#$%^&*!!!!!! i stayed like that for another hour and wouldnt budge. so, is this s sign or what? if it is, I CANT READ IT!!!!

so i lost interest in doing anything else as i was fuming mad and just fed up about everything. didnt do anything, didnt go to school, didnt really talk to anyone. thank god edna (NON SCHOOL RELATED) called. sigh.... now im suffering again cause i frikking chose not to do anything. and i have a full day ahead. with 987654321234567898765432123456789 things to do. F***. macromedia freehand HAD BETTER NOT HANG ON ME!!!

ps: i called michelle to tell angelynn that i couldnt pass everything up today. F***ed up day. ugh-