= unnecessarily necessary stress =

I'm very stressed again. it's money all over again. i hate it. i ABSOLUTELY HATE it when i have to frikkin face the money problem. because of my stupidity, im in a loss. True Yoga is coming after me for payment (which i cant cause i'm just a poor pauper student) and they cant frikkin terminate the stupid contract. i also, very co-incidentally cant find my contract. why does God play such games with me? hellooo.....? for that, i SPITE EEEEUUUU. dammit man. i REALLYREALLY should NOT have been SUCKERED into this *&^%$#@ thing.

so i go to forums to read up more about such cases. well, its so not the same as mine. dammit. i also went into other threads to read about my upcoming education road. MDIS or Kaplan? seems like neither. but dont people who go to online threads basically complain? i have not heard anything good from either Institutions.basically f-ed up admins ..... nothing about studying environment. i feel so, so, stuck i wanna cry and just GIVE UP.

i need a part time diploma in one year. i need money to sustain my stupidity. i need... so much. cause im missing so much.

can anyone tell me what i should do, where to go for my future studies? i dont wanna be old before i graduate.