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Thursday, March 22, 2012

Rollercoaster

Oh god. My mind's a rollercoaster. My feelings are in a mess.

I cant think straight.

I have so many fears.
Fears of doing so many things i've long dreamed of.
Fears of loving.
Fears of being loving.
Fears of being rejected.

I was crying my eyes out just now.

Now i think i can handle it.

Then again i cant without support.
Must i do it alone?
No, i DONT wanna do it alone.
There are 6 billion other people out there on earth. Why must i do it alone?

Are we not made to love?
We cant possibly just love ourselves no?
Then again, if we cant even love ourselves, how can we love back?

All these depressing adele songs.
All these reassuring jessie songs.
All these worship songs.
My world's a mess!
What the hell do i want??

~ { 11:03 pm }
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