Oh, so hey. The previous post was my fears talking. When one fears like that, one becomes irrational. I have never seen her as a person with a mental disorder, even though she keeps mentioning it.
I was lucky enough for her to be patient and tell me to be patient also. She told me to read up on her condition. And that struck how self centred i was. I opened up and understood her actions.
My reactions to 2 nights or a day ago were because of her condition. Amongst all things to do, i needed to stay calm and focused for her. I didnt.
But now with a deeper understanding of her, im more patient. And i am ready to open up and give (also) cos she wasnt asking for it. Last night was great. I actually do trust her now. With all my heart.